Holy Ghost: The Life and Death of Free Jazz Pioneer Albert Ayler
I first learned about Albert Ayler from Lou Reed. I think it
was either in Please Kill Me or the writings of Lester Bangs that Reed
explains how Ayler’s The Bells motivated him to record some more
experimental works, particularly Metal Machine Music, an album with
which I became fascinated. At the time, it was hard to find Ayler’s stuff on
CD. Impulse hadn’t rereleased the double album featuring live recordings from
the Village Vanguard, and so I think that the first album I found from him was Witches
and Devils. I was excited to listen to it, at the time seeking out more and
more experimental jazz music. I loved Coletrane’s experimental and exploratory
sounds, as well as saxophonists like Ornette Coleman. I hadn’t discovered Frank
Wright, Frank Lowe, or Giusippi Logan (or much of ESP disc for that matter),
but I was eager to explore. I will never forget the feeling of disorientation
that overcame me as I listened to Ayler for the first time. It wasn’t quite
nausea, but a kind of imbalance—like a sense of feeling dizzy, maybe like
vertigo, as I listened to the lilting wailing of Ayler’s saxophone. I had to
shut it off after about 10 minutes or so. It was too much. I somewhat
understood what Lou Reed meant when he said he wanted to bring Ayler to rock
music. It was a moving experience, and one that only happened a handful of
times that I listened to music. Thus, Koloda’s book about Ayler was a welcome
edition since there aren’t many books that explore and examine this iconic and
experimental performer in American jazz. Furthermore, there are so many myths
and mysteries surrounding Ayler’s life and death, I was eager to learn more
about him. Koloda’s book does not disappoint, and traces Ayler’s life from
growing up in Cleveland, learning music in clubs there, and eventually leaving
the US to practice and learn Jazz in Europe, which had a profound effect on his
style and themes in music. While not as technically gifted as other
saxophonists like Coltrane and Coleman, Ayler brought his own unique approach
to the instrument, becoming an influential player through his emotional
approach and the brutality of the notes he played—I mean brutality in the kind
of powerful violence he brought to some of his playing, not necessarily ugly. I
really enjoyed learning more about Ayler’s experiences in Europe, but it was
also sad to see that no one really got him or that his opportunities for
success and exposure to wider audience were always kind of dashed. After
reading this book, I’m not sure if this was due to the lack of a marketable
audience who was ready for Ayler’s unique voice and musical approach or that
Ayler also kind of undermined his opportunities by not playing the game or
appealing to more popular sentiments. It seems like it could be a combination
of both as Koloda indicates that Ayler was absent from some of his other
responsibilities, including fatherhood and marriages. Although not perfect as a
man, Ayler is an important musician who reinterpreted music in his own unique
voice, challenging our ideas of Jazz and reinterpreting the avant garde. I
really enjoyed reading about Ayler’s later experiences and albums, since some
of those albums on Impulse are my favorites. After growing to appreciate some
of his earlier works, I really love Music is the Healing Force of the
Universe, even if this is a kind of divisive album. This and Love Cry
always confused me because they are so different from his earlier work, but
reading this book helped me understand the changing trajectory of Ayler’s work
and how his expanded musical influences and collaborators led to these outcomes
(although I’m not so sure about New Grass which I don’t really like and
was rather disappointed with). I still don’t understand what happened with
Ayler’s death, although Koloda offers some insight. Sadly it seems like the
lack of opportunities and professional success may have combined with some
lingering mental illness, possibly schizophrenia, and led to Ayler’s death at
34. In interviewing his brother, Donald Ayler, who also collaborated, played
with and adopted Albert’s playing style to trumpet, we get a sense that there
may have been some likelihood that mental illness may have been a part of their
family. However, despite the tragic ending, I think that Koloda’s book
champions one of the most unique and underappreciated voices in American avant
garde jazz, and helps to contextualize Ayler’s influence in not just jazz, but
other genre pushing artists. Glad that Koloda wrote this great book on Ayler.
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